I just realised how long it´s been since I wrote a journal entry. I guess since my subscription expired I hadn´t any reason to write one. But now I´m doing it.
Lately I´m in a photo-mood. I could take my camera everywhere and snap a picture every now and then and I love it. I love how I finally can create something again. I´m stuck with my writing, everything that comes out seems like crap, but I´m writing anyways. Same went by with my photography I got the feeling that every picture I took was crap. Maybe it´s because my whole "mood" changed, since new year´s I´m much more positive and enjoy life much more than before. So maybe I need to get used to my "new" writing as well, I used to write really sad and depressing stuff, but that changed. What I find interesting is that it seems like the people around me catch on my mood and it´s like everyone is much more friendly and I get recognised and it´s great.
Yeah. Just wanted to give you a quick update. Right now I´m doing a gap year at a bilingual kindergarden and it´s amazing. I love the work there, even when I don´t think about doing it as real job, afterwards. I have no idea what to do, but I´m happy and I couldn´t say that for years, so everything is fine.
If you like my photos there are always more on my tumblr: phoenixoutofhell.tumblr.com